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I am not kind of a person
who believes in Love at first sight. In my whole life, I never had those struck-by-lightning moments of perfect, passionate
clarity. Sure, I have liked people on first meeting – I have known I wanted to see someone again the first time I met
them, but Love? Never happened to me. Come on, Love takes time and work and opening and sharing and going through stuff –
none of which is happens just like that.
But one day , One great day
, Something wonderful happened for me. I found me in Love Boat. It’s a little bit ironic that the first time I saw my
baby’s cute little face, I fell instantly , hopelessly, heels-over-head madly in Love with her. The cheesy kind of love,
where every song on the radio is just written for you and every passionate sentiment you can come up with seems tame and watered
down compared to how you feel. I fell in Love with my daughter the way a teenager
girl falls for a first crush – unlike that type of love my crazy love I feel just gets stronger and stronger
Even better, loving her has
opened me up in ways I never dreamed possible. I used to hover nervously on sidelines of life, watching and waiting for somebody
I knew to show up. Motherhood has pushed me into the action – and I find that kind of like it that way. The world seems
full of cool and interesting people. Every one loves their mother , and we know mother loves us a lot. But after becoming
a Mother only I got to know how great and eternally she loves us. I pity poor
Men they never get chance to understand the reality and deepness of Mother’s Love. I use to think Oh God why you made
me as women, why you were so cruel on me, now I thank the God for making me as women. My Little tiny pinky princess showed
me NEW ME.
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